smile wide, step outside

ant's entry yesterday half-surprised me, it half-didn't. the fact is, ant may just quit writing. i'll have to face the music if he does. the clock's been tick...tick...ticking; time's up i guess. "so it goes."

so i went to psych review at 9 last night and then watched the intramural ultimate frisbee championship between pi omega tau and figi. pot won 12-9!! side note: figi was the team that beat us in the little 50. what is very significant about this win is that figi had beaten pot the past two years, so this win was pot's Hoosiers story haha. and us fans truly transformed ultimate into a spectator sport; lots of people watched, i may have been inspired to take it up this summer. and i've never seen a disc thrown and caught by such talented frisbee players lol. and if i am not mistaken, pot's win fucked up figi's world, as the win made it impossible for the frat to win the all-sport intramural title for the 20th straight year, or something like that, duck said.

dammit. i got beeferoni from the cstore instead of spaghetti. i guess it could be worse...

after the pi omega tau victory, paavo invited me over and i rode the huffy to their house at 11th and grant and hung out with the guys, the team. i had some fun but i don't know what it is about smoking, i was more out of it than the other guys. watching half baked, i think it was brian who asked if anyone noticed i was passed out in the shell chair lol, but i wasn't! as close as one can get, though. duck and paavo were extremely welcoming. great guys.

in the past 3 days my journalism grade's been hit where i've otherwise been very consistent, because the instructor decided to give the "very rare" in-class writing assignments at the last two meetings, the only days all semester i've missed (today because i was high last night and set my alarm for an hour late)!! very distraught.

anyways, today was messed up. i was high till 5, a carry-over from last night. it's all a blur even, but i mean who does that!? who smokes in the evening (midnight) and is still high the next day!? AHH. not the most fun. was quiet all day. i didn't say anything to the guys at lunch because i was having trouble understanding why i'd still be high. it was funny telling jane before class after she asked what was wrong, what "this" (the face i made) was all about: "this is bad. i'm high, jane." anyways...

i wonder if girls on campus notice me and don't tell me. a few times girls have pointed out to me and their friends that "he's the kid who's in all my classes" and i'm that kid, and i don't recognize her. and i've noticed girls' friends always tell me their friend thinks i'm cute. i wish i could be in on this once in a while lol.

speaking of which, here goes shannon in action:

ShAnNy1886: oh and she is flexible
runnastud03: ohh
ShAnNy1886: lol, thats a plus
runnastud03: ill talk to her
runnastud03: youve convinced me
runnastud03: shes flexible

katie r says i will likely fall in love with her cousin chelsie who's coming to iu next season...artsy and attractive. does she have a boyfriend lol?

met ant's g-mas (the one is really funny) and got to see his mom and seth together in his room before his last orchestra concert ever tonight. one grandma is the one who takes her grandchildren sledding and the other is cute, old, and becoming senile. she said my hand was cold as alaska and i stamped, "it's so cold in alaska!" i felt inclined to go but at the same time too didn't want to intrude on the family element. ant didn't expect us to go, he never asked, but in the way i fret over not saying the right things to a girl/girls i have been doing that for the past 45 minutes about should i have / shouldn't i have as far as his super strings' finale concert. i mean they drove all that way. wouldn't have minded going. i'm trying to get eve 6 to get my mind off it haha.

i think my parents are the only parents i know of who go by the attitude, "our kids are putting up with us" more than, or as much as, they think they put up with their kids.

if the guys and i go out tomorrow night it will be after calling marla's friend erin and seeing what she's up to. friday might have a powerhour at manhammer starting at 3:30. saturday there are two all-day parties lined up. WOOHOO!! sunday is the little five, and i want to be there, fucked up with mikey and seevs and whoever else wantsta be there.

speaking of marla and marta, monday they made me a 20th b-day card...put some work into it lol. it says inside, "okay, so it's a week late...but when you've been here over 7,300 days, what difference does 7 days make?" cute!

a girl evan knows got us another dr summers psych test from last fall, because we have test #5 tomorrow. she's getting us a final, too!!

it started raining here at the same time shannon said it started raining in elkhart. i find that to be incredible.

her and vanessa read my story, nesa said it was fabulous lol.

...this is a good enough update, later yo...

--nate

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