You've lost that lovin' feeling...when I look into your eyes...
2003-02-13-11:08 p.m.
today i'm left with woulda, coulda, shouldas...............at school i never got out of a funk.....................B.LUNCH..................was in an all right mood. nothing special, just asked what all were up to this weekend. i dunno, not much really happened at lunch, i just recall really enjoying it there with michelle and diana after it was just us left. eva didn't come to school today. diana went and bought an ice cream, then a friend gave her a piece of cake, i reminded her of her gymnastics meet. she couldn't bear to eat it after that. lol. made me smile. then michelle said she might be able to see Daredevil with me and some of the gang sunday night. nice.........................C.LUNCH..................medford's little sister, little medford, sang a leanne rhymes (sp?) song to her boyfriend. they were sitting at the table over, and mr. gerrard got a stereo for them and a mic, and there was a big audience. i laughed at first but she was actually not too bad. it took a lot of courage to do that. her boyfriend just looked dazed. not much response from him. it was cute in a po-dunk kind of way though.............................SPANISH..........................had a sub, but it was miss homo and not chong again. she's really a neat person. then ppl were getting carnations brought to them and i got one!! and it was signed this time! if it would have been anonymous like last time i think i would have ripped it in two with PINASH! but that wouldn't have been good, cause when i looked at it, it was from sara! and guess what, she was sitting right there beside me so it was awkward. but i appreciated it, sara! the note said it was for giving her a ride the other day. hey, one thing i can do is give rides! anyway, it was really thoughtful and really cool....adamson got rogers one that said he wasn't a bad kid. nick got her one too. it she was his role-model. haha.......................PRACTICE......................brent said he wouldn't forgive jenny till she got down on her knees and apologized to him. i don't think he realized that that could be taken out of context. we showed him, anyway. did 30 minutes of fartleks....................POST-SCHOOL...................seevs, nick, and mike stopped by and we went to the gymnastics meet (had a funny indirect encounter on the way there, but oh well. oh yeah, and stopped at marzotto's cuz aric was making the moves on katie. just kidding. so i went up to the door and was like, "so are you two going to make a romantic night out of it? katie says no and i say, "that's not what i heard" yea i was being a dork, but her response was pretty good, "yea, it will be a threesome, aric me and my mom." hahaha) back to the main storyline - anyway, it was mike's first spectator experience during high school. dude! when we got to rice school, i guess diana was waving at me and nick elbowed me to let me know it, and i didn't even realize. shoot! but she did great tonite! i mentioned how i know her during one of her routines, and a wawasee parent quips, "so when are you gonna ask her out?" good question. (but i was a little turned off today when hefflin got her a giant-pseudo-valentine's day card.) but i guess he did that and i went to the meet, so i guess that says something in itself. anyway, she pulled off her floor move and did really great on the bars and i think i was in-love tonite. ran into her on the way out and she smiled and stammered how she got the move! i looked back and smiled so big i think i must've had dimples. it felt so good, just that moment. said (i don't know how i could have said more and could have it mean any more), "i noticed," with some stutter and emphasization. the guys called me a clutz and said i need to put out more of an effort if i'm going to pick-up girls. they said i put out zer0-effort. i guess that just seems like stooping. i guess i would feel low hitting on her like they think of hitting on a girl just because she looks "sexi." just hanging out would be nice. i don't know.....mike was addicted to my tangerine-sour altoids. he's a goofy kid. lol..................then went to sean bueter's and james dvynn john and pat were there. played DDR. the match between dvynn and mike may not have been epic, but WOW, i laughed. then came home around 10:30 i'm guessing. interesting day. bittersweet.........REMINDERS..............left "machina" in nick's car. two shirts are still in seevs car....................TOO-DETAILED LOVE ENTRY OUT TOMORROW!!!! READ ALL ABOUT IT!!!!
